Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Well, took DD 2 to hospital sunday night. thought she was vomiting up body parts (maybe stomach lining), but doc thinks not. She is 15 has Crohns and has been having a rough time with it. Not keeping down too much food in the last 2 months. At least we see the specialist on thrs this week. I am sick with worry. She just wants an endoscopy (down throat) to see how bad it is and wants it out....the diseased part. seems 1.5yrs ago 1 cm was diseased of the small bowel/intestine. All the tests on thurs will be bloodwork, bone scans and bone density....will be demanding more as well....barium follow thru and endoscopy. What a damn shame! 2 girls with the same disease. DD 19 had 12 inches removed 2 yrs ago. now DS 9 wonders if he will get it.

Sometimes I wonder at the meaning of all this stuff. I know God gives me no more than we can handle, but I am soooooo tired of handling all that we have over the last 23 years of our marraige. I feel I may need to delve into my purpose in life and spiritual needs/deeds. I am starting to read The purpose driven life by Rick Warren. Just glanced so far, but will be starting earnestly in the next few days......

time time.....where can I find more? Have been trying to find more time to stitch, but small disasters befall me at every turn.

I wish I could figure out how to turn on comments forms???
well, I may add more later,,,,,gonna go surf other blogs and sites.

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