Well, today is the day we get to check DD #2. going to the specialist...lots of tests and prolly will schedule more. We will spend the aftnoon there and have lunch together. I love my kids! they are the greatest AND they are indigo children.

Indigo children are special children. They are born of us but are not ours. They are the technological children of the future. They are the thinkers and doers....sent here to teach us. There are some great books about these children.
Here is a neat site that can start your journey. http://kryon.com/k_37.html

Next topic. What to do about DH? How can I show him my fears, worries and confusion about his choice of friends (20 ish girls). People are starting to question him and me. People assume a liason....but I am assured not. It hurts to think that I cannot be that person to make him happy. Counselling is good but there are many more issues to pursue.Can you just imagine if I went out for an inpromtu dinner with a guy 20 yrs younger than myself, didn't let anyone know and come home and talk about it? shit, damn. he would have flipped a lid, but now he says he has "changed" trying to become a more happier person. how to fix, repair, ? this thingie..... have I said I am tired lately????

I wish I could write all the things I want to say, but might not be a good idea. Hmmmm, maybe I should start journaling.....now, where to hide it???
any thoughts????

Not much stitching done lately. Need the sleep more I guess. I have been doing a lot of reading tho. I am reading the In Death series by J D Robb.....I really like them. Also, I am reading the erotic horror novels Hot Blood. very interesting, but I would like more eroticism and less horror.....hm maybe I should reread Story of O. Any more suggestions for me?

I have applied for a permanent fulltime job. a little less money, closer to home tho. keep all digits crossed. I would miss my current job (more responsibility, part time permanent, love the job, hate the hours) but my kids need me at home and more accessible.

Ta for now, have a great day, fellow TWBB'rs and bloggers. :o)