MISS ME ????

I can't believe how much time has passed. I have not been stitching much as in August 2004 finally got my full time permanent job with the library. I am now the official scheduler/trainer for my department of 12.We are a great unit. We are amazing!!!!! Talk about diverse and dynamic. We are the incoming/switchboard, information, e-ref, quick answering people of the Library. We screen and direct all incoming calls. We can answer just about anything. I love the fact that you never know what you are going to get - just like Forrest Gump. I love the rush of the unknown, the thrill of finding the answer and just the general comraderie. I love my job.....can ya tell???
Well, around the homefront, DH is not going to counselling as much as he should. He still has issues and he needs to chill and relax. I am so tired of his shit. I warned him, yet again that I don't like the way he treats us. he walks around in a perpetual gloom and we are all on pins and needles. So he has chronic pain, so??????? people who love him are sick of the poor me, everyone is picking on me.....isthis the voice of an almost 48 yr old man??? puh leeze. If he can give his internet sweeties and so called friends smiles, jokes and a happy face.......... we want some too. I am sick of it. How to fix it? well M still wants to have an affair.......lol, but I will keep it as a friend. But damn..... he thinks I am ok/cute but not sexy... honesty I can deal with. lol hmmmmmm feels good to be wanted even if it might be down and dirty sex.... nah not yet.(snerk, grin)
Enuf griping. I am gonna stitch and read some more of The Last Rune series by Mark Anthony. I am on book 4 Blood of Mystery and am loving it. Except that my mom and dad are nipping at my heels.....they are next in line to read it... gotta love it..my dad introduced me to Sci fi and Fantasy as a teen and now even my mom is reading it. :o)

well fellow bloggers, gonna go and will try to post again soon. I been a baaaaaad girl.....

Love Lynn